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    习惯了,我的温馨小屋

     

     

     
    在这个小窝里,我住了2年零1个月;
    这一周,我换动了为数不多的几件家具的位置,搬进来以后,这还是第一次比较仔细地打理它,以前,那是太习惯而忽略了...
     
    这一周,澳洲新经济形势下的移民政策也正式出台,对我悬而未决的移民申请算是给了一个恶狠狠的答复,
    如果继续生活在这里,还要两年,才能获得绿卡;
    如果现在回去,那么,所有的等待和付出都白白浪费;
     
    3年以前,我凭着一股子破釜沉舟的勇气,丢下一切,给自己圆了一个留学梦
    3年以后,我却没有一点点勇气,再放下一切,回到起点
     
    不是放不下那张绿卡,不是放不下这几年的努力,也不是放不下逝去的美好时光
    只是,很简单地,习惯了
     
    这理由说出来,有点像电影The Shawshank Redemption那个习惯了牢狱生活,出狱以后却绝望自杀的可怜老头儿,
    只是我一点也不绝望,
    我只是知道  我再也不要再次经历那种毫无退路的适应阶段,
    那感觉,太差了
     
     
     

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    Emma Leewrote:
    心情完全理解,看了这篇日记,有点沉重
    亲爱的,努力吧
    一切总会过去的
    尽可能的活得轻松点哦
    另:你的小窝很不错,看上去很温馨
    床上那个美女很PP
    Oct. 12
    errin baowrote:
    不知道该怎么安慰了,给你发送私人消息,去查看一下吧!
    Oct. 7
    Nancy NIwrote:
    good luck!
    Oct. 5
    Sharonwrote:
    加油!we are all gonna figure it out..
    Oct. 4
    Sharonwrote:
    生活的太多无奈只能让人毫无退路的生存,这就是所谓的“适者生存”
    Oct. 4

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